Lent, the 40 days (not including Sundays) before Easter, is
a time of re-turning to God. This is a time that is filled with a different
kind of music than we have heard for the last 3 months; music that leads us
into contemplation, confession and to a different kind of listening.
Yes, listening – something our culture doesn’t always do
well. When I started this blog, I had hopes of writing every week or two, of
posting my thoughts and experiences as a church organist. I started talking to
my colleagues and other organists – but realized that it’s not that simple. We
are a different kind of musician, you see – and that is hard to put into words.
Because even though we may play the same instrument, we
often have to be many different things to many different congregations – and that
variety is hard to sum up in a few words.
So, I stopped writing the blog and
started listening.
As I carved out more time for silence and listening to
others, reading more of what other organists are struggling with – I realized
that Lent is never really gone for us. As organists, we are always aware of all
of the noise in the room – and for those of us who are also choir directors, we
are ever vigilant to how we will balance the instrument, the singers and the
room – we are constantly re-tuning and re-turning everything to the Lord.
So we re-turn to the Lord every week, praying for guidance,
listening to the choir, the room and the people. And during this time of year,
many of us find that some of the folks around us in our congregations have
stopped talking as much and are listening – at least a little more. And this is
our opportunity to give them a reason to keep listening.
So if, in the next few weeks, as you listen to prelude and
special music, if you hear more silence, remember it is all part of the music –
including the silence. For in the silence – the music lingers, and it grows,
attaching itself to us. It weaves its way slowly through our ears, our minds
and into our hearts – re-turning us to the room, the day, and the presence of
God around us. For God is with us in the music too. The music, for some of us,
is where we encounter God early in the day – whether the music is in our minds –
ringing in the silence, or in our ears coming from instruments or voices, it
calls us to re-turn.
Lent – Spring, new life – in the music, however it comes.
Yes.
